"Well then you just have to remember that I love you."

:)

Selfless.

But He was pierced for our transgressions,
He was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was upon Him,
and by His wounds we are healed.

I think this is my new favourite verse ever.

Time to find me.

"I told him that sometimes, it's better to walk away."
"Sometimes? Isn't it better to walk away from a fight all the time?"
"I said... He should walk away if it's for himself. But stand up if it's for someone else."

I don't believe it when they say it's gonna be okay.

Every beat of my heart.

I think I've been watching too much Bones. I cry at almost every episode. I cried when Hodgins and Angela broke up. And you know what? I still feel emo that they broke up. T_T

Yes, I am a psycho. I'm feeling a mini version of that heartbreak after everything is over in a relationship. So sad. ><

Gonna walk in for an interview somewhere. I won't say where. Pay won't be that great... But I'm interested in the stuff and we get commission so I think I should be able to do well if I get the job. Just praying that hours will make way for church.

If it's in His will. Hmm.

Been training my voice... humming scales in the bathroom during my showers. Lol. I feel silly doing it. But oh well.

Off to bed now. Church in the morning.

Block.

Well my need to write has been disappearing. But I shall make an attempt now.

My birthday came, and went. It was okay. I'm now 23, going on 24! Oh well.. I think I'm somewhat past the whole birthday thing. I'm happy to be born, I'm not saying that I'm not... I just that I don't think the whole celebration shebang is necessary (for me) but of course it was much appreciated, thank you everyone.

Ignite has ended, and will now give way to... Well, something with a new name. It will now be a youth AND young adults fellowship, open to those below 35 years of age, and of course the young at heart. :p It'll take place on the first Saturday of every month, at 10:30am at Ang Mo Kio hub. Just throwing it out here. :) We're still thinking of a name. A verb name. I can't think of anything else besides Soar, really.

Everyone's on Frisbee craze now. I have bruises on my hand from catching really fast and painful throws. I'm thinking of getting gloves. Just to play frisbee. Lol.

Phoebe went to Australia for studies. Happy for her, yet sad that she's gone.

I want to buy one of those little tiaras for Tabby so I can take funny pics of her. :p

More of Jon!

I really like Jon and I like this song. The lyrics kinda made me wanna cry.

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my Daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that Man
That my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said "Daddy, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows
Daddy, please can't you do something?
He looks as though He's gonna cry
You said He was stronger than all of those guys
Daddy, please tell me why
Why does everyone want Him to die?"

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And Daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide

So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said, "Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for My robe?
This crown of thorns hurts Me more than it shows
Father, please can't You do something?
I know that You must hear My cry
I thought I could handle the cross of this size
Father, remind Me why
Why does everyone want Me to die?
When will I understand why?"

"My precious Son, I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe You in robes of My own
Jesus, this hurts Me much more than You know
But this dark hour I must do nothing
Though I've heard Your unbearable cry
The power in Your blood destroys all of the lies
Soon You'll see past their unmerciful eyes
Look there below, see the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell You why
She is why You must die"

- Nichole Nordeman, Why

What the!

For the life of me, I cannot understand how



did not get into Singapore Idol.

I had him pegged to win it, man. This is isn't even his best. FAR from the best that I've heard him sing.

I am boycotting Singapore Idol, man.